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| 03:47pm 06/01/2004 |
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I changed my journal. will delete this soon.
my new name is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2) outsidethedisco
add me there.
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| 02:26pm 06/01/2004 |
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I think I'm gonna make a new journal.
I don't like this one.
sarah_chan is a lame name. |
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| 11:36pm 05/01/2004 |
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dammit
I'm horny now.
and I need hot sex gay pr0n. |
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| 10:33pm 05/01/2004 |
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mood:  scared
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I had a really bad day today (except for some things). it started this morning, when I missed the bus to Linköping. I woke up almost two hours to late. I didn't hear the fucking alarmclock. so I'm not sleeping in the mornings. I'm fucking DEAD. yup. dead I tell you! anyway, I called Jonas, and, as I thought, he was already in Linköping. and kinda pissed off. it's not more than right, I should have been pissed if he overslept.
But atleast we got our signed versions of the Bergman Rock-CD's. that's rocks. the whole CD rocks. you should buy it. because it's good.
anyway. we had a small fight over where to eat (because Linköping has no good pizza-places) but we found a small cozy café at last.
and the worst fucking ever.
nazis.
I hate nazis more than anything else. we sat outside IKEA. and they came by. maybe 4 or 5. and a friend of them of something came too, and asked "what are you talking about?" and he answered "Communist fuckers!" and looked at us. then they laughed, yelled and whent into IKEA.
I cried later. I'm so fucking scared of them. ever since a nazi attacked Jonas at the bus, and shoved a beer can up his eye.
I hate them. they should all die a horrible death. why? because I'm afraid. |
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| 10:47pm 31/12/2003 |
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champagne is good.
<3
(yup, I'm so drunk I can't stand up)
hick. |
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| 08:23pm 30/12/2003 |
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mood:  blah
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whent shopping with my mother and grandmother today. it wasn't much fun, but better than sitting in front of the computer and looking at hentai hox sex yaoi pr0n the whole day. or drawing ugly looking stuffs. but I drew a cute geetarboy yesterday (http://www.deviantart.com/view/4446850/)
I wub his hands, I think they're the best hands I've even drawn.
jonas called me before, he just teased me. but I love him anyway.
and I need to do a new ID for my deviantart, and finish my website, dålig mjölk och kaviar (do ask about the name, it's swedish y0)
tomorrow will be fun. me and jonas are gonna celebrate new years eve for ourselves. with candlelit dinner and champagne (mmm~) and such.
I'm bored.
still so bored.
so bored of this life.
no, wait, I don't have a life!
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| 03:30pm 29/12/2003 |
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I'm so fucking bored.
this sucks. |
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| 09:57pm 28/12/2003 |
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hey seris!
add me to your friendslist or watch me fry ... YOUR DOG!
I can't post comments in your journal :<
Xo |
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| 2003 |
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| 09:59pm 25/12/2003 |
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mood: drained
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Did you..
1. Go to a party? nope. I don't go to parties. cuz I'm a bore :o
2. Try something new? yes.
3. Have someone change your life? I cleaned my room
4. Kiss someone? yes, many times
5. Tell your family and friends you love them? yes.
6. Buy something extravagant? I spent about 1000 kr (~120$) on clothes for the first time evar! I usually go to thrift stores and buy something for about 50 kr (~7$) haha!
7. Do something nice for you? Skipped school and took my zoloft.
8. Do something terribly wrong? nope.
9. Move? nope
10. Go to a concert? yeah. two with the same band.
Best of the Year:
1. Party: I said I don't go to parties!
2. Show: tv-show? Queer eye for a straight guy. Carson is my secret crush <333333
3. CD: something with bob hund. tihi!
4. Movie: hm. Matrix reloaded I suppose
5. Song: dunno.
6. Experience: having sex in my parents bed xD
7. Concert: bob hund in örebro.
8. Book: dunno.
9. Month: june-july. yum for summer!
10.Day: when jonas and I camped on that island and had the falling stars as the roof. <33
Worst of the Year:
1. Party: >:O
2. Show: um. day of our lives? :o
3. CD: anything r'n b
4. Movie: american pie 3. I haven't seen it, but I know it sucks.
5. Song: that annoying kylie minogue song. I hate her
6. Experience: Can't tell :P
7. Concert: I didn't go to a bad concert
8. Book: dunno.
9. Month: october-november
10. Day: when I puked.
Hopes for 2004:
1. Predict something that you think will happen in 2004? saddam will rule the world.
2. What do you hope changes about your country? that someone will nuke this fucking cold plain called sweden.
3. What do you hope for yourself? that I grow a penis
4. What do you hope for your family? they will be healty and happy
5. What do you hope for your best friends? look above
6. What do you hope for the rest of your friends? that they will also grow penises
During 2003:
where were you when it began: at jonas place, kissing him <3
did you stay up: yup.
what was your new year wish? I didn't have one.
how many boyfriends: one
broke up: no
have any crushes?: yup.
care to mention names? jonas? :D
had to say goodbye: freya, my rat ;;_;;
missed anyone: yup.
win anything? no.
best place you went to: stockholm
worst place you went to: skolgårda
happiest moment: when jonas and I camped on that island and had the falling stars as the roof. <33
best present: money? :o
(survey stolen from decibel__sex) hahahaha! |
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| christmas is good I suppose |
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| 07:29pm 24/12/2003 |
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mood:  hungry
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omg. I got this today :0
guilty gear x2
money
aquarel pencils
cozy feather boots (kinda)
two towels
another small towel (hm?)
memorycard for my digitalcam
bathfoam-thingie
book
a CD (argh! the artist sucks so I'm gonna trade it for white stripes instead) |
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| survey-fun-time xD |
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| 11:36pm 23/12/2003 |
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mood:  tired
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Name = Sarah
Piercings = Um. Four.
Tattoos = I want
Height = 5'1
Shoe Size = 8
Hair Color = bright red ya
Length = isn't that the same thing as height?
Eye Color = greengreybluekinda
Siblings = my sister Maria
LAST...
Movie You Rented = Lion king and a bunch of others..
Movie You Bought = Jackass the movie
Song You Listened To = papperspåse - bob hund
Song That Was Stuck In Your Head = um...dunno
CD You Bought = Nine Inch Nails - the downward spiral
CD You Listened To = bob hund - jag rear ut min själ
Person You've Called = jonas
Person That's Called You = jonas xD
Person You've IMed = jonas
Person That's IMed You = hmm....I'll say jonas
TV Show You've Watched = some stupid shit when I couln't sleep last night
Person You Were Thinking Of = jonas <3
DO...
You Have A BF or GF = yup. jonas
You Have A Crush On Someone = omg omg! yes.
You Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else = yes. in stockholm for example
You Think About Suicide = I did think about. I'm not that depressed now
You Believe In Online Dating = sure!
Others Find You Attractive = no. I'm uglee
You Want More Piercings = yup yup ^^
You Drink = coca cola
You Do Drugs = caffeine?
You Like Cleaning = no
You Like Roller Coasters = yup.
You Write In Cursive or Print = somewhere between.
You Carry A Donor Card = yes
FOR OR AGAINST...
Long Distance Relationships = if you can handle it, sure
Using Someone = against -__-;
Killing People = lol. depends xD
Teenage Smoking = againt
Doing Drugs = against
Premarital Sex = I'm for. dammit!
Driving Drunk = against!
Gay/Lesbian Relationships = very much for!
Pop Music = depends what "pop" is
FAVORITE AT THE MOMENT...
Food = chinese food!
Song = dunno xD
Thing To Do = play ff6
Thing To Talk About = sex x3
Sports = masturbating
Drinks = coca cola
Clothes = long, cozy, warm shirts :3
Movie = the return of the king. BADA! aragorn is hot
Band/Singer = thomas öberg. wee
Holiday = christmas
Cars = I like mopeds better
HAVE YOU...
Ever Cried Over A Girl = yup, my first girlfriend
Ever Been In A Fist Fight = yup.
Ever Been Arrested = nope.
WHAT...
Shampoo Do You Use = depends on what's in the shower
Facial cleanser Do You Use = none. MWAHAHA!
Perfume Do You Use = some deodorant
Shoes Do You Wear = old thrift store boots
Are You Scared Of = poop
NUMBER...
Of feet/inches your closet is wide = we have the metric system here yo
Quantity of space your clothes fill in your closet = 40 %
Of Times I Have Been In Love = two times. serious that is.
Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken = one.
Of Hearts I Have Broken = none
Of Continents I Have Lived In = one
Of Drugs Taken Illegally = none
Of People I Would Classify As True, Could Trust With My Life Type Friends = I don't trust people at all. cept for jonas.
Of People I Consider My Enemies = one. felix. mwahaha!
Of Times My Name Has Appeared In The Newspaper = three times or so
Of Scars On My Body = too lazy to count them all
Of Things In My Past That I Regret = just that one time when I gave that donkey a blowjob actually
FAVORITE...
Scent = jonas sheets <3333
Word = pillesnopp.
Nickname = dunno
Guy Name = jonas
Girl Name = freya
Eye Color = all GOTHY red!!!!1
Flower = roses and such
Piercing = nipple. yum yum. <3
Actor = too many to count
Actress = gah, forgot her name. but you know, triniy in the matrix
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
Pretty = kinda.
Funny = depends on who you ask xD
Hot = nooo
Friendly = somewhat.
Amusing = depends on who you ask xD
Ugly = yup. I have a big nose
Loveable = I'm like a teddybear
Pessimistic = sometimes
Optimistic = sometimes
Caring = I like to care about things
Sweet = somewhat.
Dorky = nerdy? sure
omg omg test! :O :O
 | The Big Five Personality Test | | Extroverted | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Introverted | |||||||||||| | 44% | | Friendly | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Aggressive | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Orderly | |||||||||| | 32% | | Disorderly | |||||||||||||||| | 68% | | Relaxed | |||||| | 30% | | Emotional | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Openminded | |||||||||||||||| | 64% | | Closeminded | |||||||||| | 36% | Take Free Big 5 Personality Test |
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| 04:13pm 22/12/2003 |
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mood:  mellow
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long time no see.
I think I need to write stuff.
We didn't have any snow until two days ago, the day when the weather god gushed down snow on us -__-;
The whole november and december was all depressing and such without snow, and when it finally comes, it comes with a storm, trees fell down over the road, and we didn't have water and electricity for 20 hours. that sucks major donkey p00p.
Yesterday evening we had electricity for like half and hour. I was just about to write stuff on the DBSE-forum and it all whent black again.
Depression is not so great. I almost puked yesterday because I was scared.
and I saw that Mattis got himself a livejournal. go check it noooowww! (his name is whiteboot,s yup, I'm too lazt to do a link. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!)
Tomorrow will be fun, I hope. I'll be going to Linköping to get myself a signed Bergman Rock-cd. For all of you n00bs who don't know Bergman Rock (http://www.bergmanrock.com), it's bob hund, in english. haha. it sounds like old british band, think television and velvet underground. very experimental and cute.
it roooocks! and I have hugged Thomas Öberg two times! x3 he's the bestest!
and if Jonas is reading this, baby, I'm giving you a big hug because I love you! |
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| 08:38am 19/09/2003 |
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Maybe I should start updating again?
I noticed people deleted me from their friendslists.
I actually got kinda sad. |
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| 09:45pm 17/07/2003 |
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mood: hungry
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I found the best forum ever
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I think that I'll spend most my time online on amandas frogdrop forum.
Geez, I can't belive how long it was since I spoke to Abby. Really, I need to call her somedag! or I'm gonna go kill myself or something >__<;; it feels like I'm ignoring her very much.
Oh, and ... good news. Jonas and I are getting engaged sometime, maybe new years eve or next spring!!! I can't wait, I'm sooo excited!!!11 *jumps up and down like a chibi on drugs*
and ... yeah. strawberries are the best! :D |
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| 11:47pm 08/07/2003 |
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mood:  bored
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since bi means beautiful in japanese, I'm beautiful-sexual.
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really. XD |
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horny
artistic
cold
